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    Your Insecurity Is Your Brand

    Chris Do explains how confronting stereotypes and personal insecurities is the key to building a powerful and authentic personal brand.

    Chris Do

    Chris Do

    Founder, The Futur™ · March 31, 2026

    The Weakness You Hide Is The Brand You Need

    There is a stereotype, backed by data, that hangs in the air of American society. The least desirable type of man in America is an Asian man.

    It is a brutal assessment. In his 2014 book Dataclysm, based on user data from the dating site OkCupid, co-founder Christian Rudder confirmed it. Asian men received the fewest messages and lowest ratings from women across all racial groups. Chris Do, founder of The Futur, felt the sting of that perception not as a statistic, but as a lived reality.

    “Asian men are seen as effeminate, bad drivers, not good lovers, and not very attentive to the other person,” Do states. For years, this societal caricature fed a deep, personal insecurity.

    “For a long time, the self-narrative, my own identity was, I wish I wasn't like this,” he admits. “Because all I wanted to do is be invisible my entire life.”

    This desire to disappear is the polar opposite of building a personal brand. To build a brand is to be seen, to stand for something, to occupy a distinct space in the minds of others. For Do, the journey to becoming a globally recognized creative entrepreneur was not about finding a new identity. It was about confronting and reversing a lifetime of trying to shed his own.

    It was a journey that required him to weaponize his insecurities and turn the very stereotypes meant to diminish him into the foundation of his strength. It's a journey that reveals a fundamental truth about identity and influence. The parts of yourself you are most afraid of are the very source of a brand no one else can replicate.

    The Myth of Assimilation

    Growing up as a Vietnamese immigrant in San Jose, California, Do’s primary instruction was to fit in. He was born in Vietnam and came to America at age three, not long after the Fall of Saigon in 1975. His parents, unlike some of their siblings, pushed for rapid assimilation. Speaking English at home was not forbidden, and the goal was clear: blend in, quickly.

    But blending in is not the same as belonging. The world outside his home was quick to remind him of his otherness. He found himself navigating a narrow set of stereotypes assigned to Vietnamese men in America.

    • The Gangster. A tough, fearsome caricature. “Apparently, Vietnamese gangsters are pretty badass,” Do notes wryly. “They'll kill you.”
    • The Nail Salon Worker. A trope with a specific history. The industry’s boom is often credited to actress Tippi Hedren, who in 1975 helped a group of Vietnamese refugees learn the trade.
    • The Tech Worker. The dominant, model minority myth. “Silicon Valley. You know, you must be a good engineer kind of thing.”

    None of these molds fit. “I'm not a gangster. I'm too soft,” Do says. “I don't care about doing nails. And I'm terrible at math.” With his older brother, the “chosen one,” fulfilling the family promise by becoming an engineer, Do was left without a predetermined path.

    School was a social minefield. At John Steinbeck Middle School, he was one of only two Asian students. During a class dance, the other kids instinctively tried to pair them. “You two should get together,” they said. The assumption was clear: their race was their most defining characteristic.

    Being Vietnamese was not a source of pride, but a magnet for bullies. Following his older brother's advice, Do learned to stand up for himself. He wasn’t big or athletic, but he fought back when he had to, discovering that bullies move on to easier targets. The physical fights were terrifying, but the internal conflict was worse.

    The daily anxiety was simpler, more universal. “My biggest concern in school was, I wonder who I'm going to eat lunch with today because I just would not like to eat alone.” This struggle, this feeling of being an outsider, planted a deep seed of self-rejection. The corrosive thought became a mantra: “I wish I wasn’t like this.”

    The Power of Pride

    A profound shift occurred at his graduation from the prestigious ArtCenter College of Design. It was a place where Do had his own struggles, nearly giving up before pushing through to finish. But on that day, he witnessed something that would recalibrate his entire sense of self.

    He saw his Asian classmates, students from Korea, China, and Japan who were not born in America, doing something he never would have dared to do. They were proudly wearing the traditional dress of their home countries.

    “I had never seen them before like this,” Do recalls. “Like they were really proud. I would be like I'm not wearing an áo dài. That's not for me. That looks very feminine. I cannot wear that. And I saw them do this. And something changed inside of me.”

    The sight triggered a wave of shame. He was ashamed of his own self-hatred, of the years spent wishing away his heritage. For the first time, he saw Asian people exhibiting a level of excellence and pride he had never encountered. He finally understood why.

    These students were not a marginalized minority in their home countries. They were part of the dominant culture. To attend an expensive private art school in America, they were likely from the top echelon of their society, the wealthiest one percent. They arrived in the U.S. not as refugees seeking to assimilate, but as members of an elite class, often driving fancier cars and living in nicer places than their American peers.

    They carried with them an innate confidence that came from a lifetime of belonging. Their identity was not a source of shame but a symbol of their status. This realization sparked what Do calls a “multi-year-long journey within myself to celebrate and to love myself 100%.”

    It was a slow burn. After graduating, Do entered the world of advertising, a predominantly white industry. Working at his own company, Blind, he specialized in commercials and music videos. In the pre-Zoom era, most work was won or lost on conference calls. “They don't see you,” he explains. “You show your work and you pitch and we live in the realm of ideas.”

    In this environment, identity was invisible. All that mattered was the quality of the work and the ability to sell it. “You win or die by the phone call.” His company was winning, landing jobs worth hundreds of thousands of dollars. Success in this meritocracy meant his race was irrelevant, allowing him to put the question of identity on the back burner once again.

    From Anonymity to Representation

    The comfortable anonymity of the conference call shattered in 2014. That was the year Do began creating content for YouTube. Suddenly, he was not just a voice on the phone or a name on a contract. He was a face on a screen. He was an Asian man, a Vietnamese American, teaching design and business to a global audience.

    The DMs started pouring in, and with them, an issue he had not considered for years: representation.

    “It gave permission to lots of people out there who wanted to pursue the arts and to see what excellence looks like,” Do realized. On YouTube, a platform where anyone with a camera can broadcast, diversity thrived in a way it did not in traditional media. For many aspiring creatives, particularly those of Asian descent, seeing Do operate at the highest level was transformative.

    He never set out to be a role model. “I didn't want to carry that burden,” he admits. But the feedback was undeniable. “It was important for people to see people like them doing great.”

    This realization ignited a new mission. He decided to turn his personal brand into a direct assault on the stereotypes that had once haunted him. If Asian men were seen as effeminate and passive, he would be the opposite.

    “I want to do everything in my power to break down those stereotypes,” he says. “To be a strong masculine fashionable person that understands money and can talk about different things and swim in a lot of different circles so that people can see it's safe to do that.” This deliberate construction of a public persona is a key lesson from those who, as explored in What Successful Personal Brands Do Differently, understand that a brand is a conscious act of communication.

    A recent family story perfectly illustrates this reversal. Do’s older son, a philosophy student at Columbia University, started vlogging. During a visit, Do became the subject of one of his son's videos, which promptly went viral on TikTok and Instagram. The comment section exploded with disbelief.

    “That is not your dad. Stop.”

    “Who this? And are there applications for mother-in-law?”

    The most surprising comment was the hashtag: #Zaddy. Do had to look it up. The most aggressive, or thirsty, comments came from a specific demographic: Black women. For Do, this was a profound reversal of the narrative. “Black men are seen as very masculine, as very powerful and desirable,” he notes. “And for me to score points with black women, I'm happily married, but this is kind of cool.”

    He jokes with his sons, “You just use me as a thirst trap for your feed.” But the subtext is powerful. The man who once wished he were invisible had become an object of desire, directly subverting the “least desirable” label. More importantly, he had become a hero to his own children. “It's great to be able to meet your heroes,” he says. “It's even better to become one to your own children.”

    The Making of a Daywalker

    In between the creative professional and the business owner lies a chasm. Most people fall into one camp or the other. You are either the artist, pure in your craft but often struggling financially, or the operator, skilled in making money but creatively unfulfilled. Chris Do lives in the space between.

    For 13 years, Do worked with a business coach, the late Keir McLaren. One day, McLaren gave him an assessment that was part insult, part compliment. “Chris, of all my clients, you're not the most creative,” the coach said, and Do knew it was true, admiring many of McLaren’s other world-famous clients. “And you're not the best business person either.”

    The punchline followed. “But no one is as good at doing creative and running a business as you.” His coach called him you're the best hybrid.

    This hybrid nature is not an accident. It is written into his DNA. His father’s family is composed entirely of Silicon Valley engineers: logical, successful, and analytical. His mother’s side is the opposite: poets, singers, artists, and dreamers who are full of life but often financially insecure. Do is the precise child of these two worlds.

    He is also the middle child, literally and figuratively. His older brother is a successful Silicon Valley founder. His younger brother is a freelance visual effects artist. Do is in the middle, embodying both impulses. He has a metaphor for this unique position, borrowed from the Wesley Snipes film Blade.

    “He's a vampire, but he was half vampire and half human,” Do explains. “So, they call him Daywalker. He has all the strengths of a vampire and none of the weaknesses.”

    Do sees himself as a professional Daywalker. “I have all the strengths and artistic imagination of a designer, creative thinker and the business acumen of a business person and none of the weaknesses between the two.” This philosophy is central to his teachings on building a sustainable creative career, a topic he delves into in Business Advice for Creatives Feeling Lost.

    The artist who purely pursues their craft often runs their business into the ground. The businessperson who only chases profit often lacks a creative soul. The Daywalker thrives by integrating both. This is not about balancing two opposing forces but about creating a new, more powerful identity from them.

    This required Do to shed a label that had long defined him. For years, his identity was a graphic designer. But he realized the title was a trap. “Being a graphic designer meant you must design graphics,” he says. As he evolved, the title became too small. He was now helping people with business, negotiation, public speaking, and personal branding.

    “I still have graphic design tendencies,” he says, “but I've evolved beyond that.” He is a recovering graphic designer, one who broke free from the constraints of his own job title to build something larger.

    The Freedom to Become

    The final layer of identity is legacy. How do you raise children to have a secure sense of self, free from the generational baggage you carried? Do’s approach to parenting is as unconventional as his approach to business, and it is rooted in the lessons of his own upbringing.

    Looking back, he realizes the long hours his immigrant parents worked were an unintentional gift. “It gave me a lot of freedom to learn about who I was going to be in this world,” he reflects, “versus following a blueprint that they wanted to lay out for me.” His father, instead of lecturing, would ask questions, forcing a young Chris to think for himself.

    This freedom was most critical when he decided to go to art school. He later learned his father was deeply against it but never said a word. His mother, a small, traditionally quiet woman, stood up to her husband. “You're not allowed to tell him your thoughts,” she declared, shielding her son from the disapproval that might have derailed him. His mother became his hero.

    This personal history forms the core of his parenting philosophy today. He has watched his cousins follow the traditional path: staying close to home, becoming doctors, lawyers, and engineers. Yet, many of them, now in their 40s, are poorer than he is and remain preoccupied with their parents’ approval. They never fully broke away to define themselves.

    “At one point in your life in your adulthood, I hope that you find the courage to do what you want to do,” Do advises. The people who truly love you will be patient. And even if they are not, you must pursue your own path. This echoes a core tenet of self-determination similar to those discussed in How Words Shape Your Reality.

    He applies this principle directly to his two sons. He believes in a philosophy he heard from a yogi: children are born perfect. It's parents who messed them up.

    “We're trying to correct the sins of our own past in our own children,” he explains. “We do not have the courage to act. What we want to do is have them act for us.” The parent who never played an instrument but forces their child into piano lessons is a classic example.

    Believing his children are already perfect, Do’s goal as a parent is simple: “I'm trying to do as little as possible to harm them.”

    The rules in his house are focused on broad principles, not specific paths.

    • No physical violence between brothers.
    • Respect your parents and others.
    • Try not to hurt people.
    • The rest is up to you.

    He has never checked their homework or looked at a report card. He has actively tried to bribe them to quit school, offering them their college funds with no strings attached. Yet both have excelled, getting themselves into top schools with scholarships, on their own terms.

    The result is a relationship built on freedom and mutual respect, not obligation. By giving his children the space to discover who they are, he is breaking the cycle of inherited expectations. He is giving them the gift his parents gave him by accident, but this time, it is on purpose.

    The negative consequence of clinging to tradition, he warns, is that people “never fully realize their own identity and their own potential.”

    And that, he says, is a shame.

    The least desirable type of man in America is an Asian man. And it's because Asian men are seen as effeminate, bad drivers, not good lovers, and not very attentive to the other person. And so for a long time, the selfnarrative, my own identity was I wish I wasn't like this. Because all I wanted to do is be invisible my entire life. [music] And I see something for the very first time. Asian people, Korean, Chinese, Japanese, and even some Vietnamese who were not born here, they were proudly [music] wearing the dress of their country. something changed inside of me. I want to do everything in my power to be a strong masculine [music] fashionable person. It gave me a lot of freedom to learn about who I was going to be in this world. So my message to you is [music] the thing I want to talk about a little bit is about identity and and branding. It's something that I've been very passionate about talking about the last couple of years. And when we think of Vietnamese and Vietnamese men I'm trying to represent here. Um, maybe there's some stereotypes that really bother me. Um, and you guys help me out if you have a different uh take on this. Number one is maybe you're a gangster. Um, yeah, a little bit. You're a gangster. >> Okay. >> But in America, you know, it's like they're gangsters and you don't want to mess around with Vietnamese gangsters. Apparently, Vietnamese gangsters are pretty badass. They'll kill you. And then the other stereotype I think is the nail salon owner or worker. And I think there's a whole history why that has happened in America. And the third one is the most dominant one. I think it's one that works in tech. Silicon Valley. You know, you must be a good engineer kind of thing. And I was looking at my career options like, well, I'm not a gangster. I'm too soft to be a gangster. Um, I don't care about doing nails. And I'm terrible at math. Apparently, you have to be pretty good at math to be a software engineer. Luckily, my older brother fulfilled that promise. The chosen one, he became an engineer. So, what does that leave for us? And then I was scrolling on social media and there was a comedian who said this like the least desirable type of man in America is an Asian man. Do you guys know that? Is that true? And it's because Asian men are seen as effeminite, bad drivers, uh not good lovers, and not very attentive to the other person, right? So, I was like, that sucks. And I was having a conversation with my friend. It's like, I want to do everything I can to break every stereotype that you would put on an Asian man. And it started me to get to thinking about representation. It's not something I think about very much because growing up in America, I was born in Vietnam, came to America when I was 3 years old, my parents were different than their siblings that they really wanted us to assimilate quickly. So though they spoke to us in Vietnamese at home, it wasn't like forbidden to speak in English and they wanted us to fit in fast. And so I My Vietnamese is terrible. It is, but it's better than Hal's, I believe. >> I know. I know. Sorry, Hal. I had to say it. You know why? Cuz we were in a restaurant, a f restaurant in Vietnam, and he ordered. I'm like, "Oh my god, my Vietnamese is way better. I should order for you." And he was like, "Let me show you, Chris." And it was wonderful to to hear him say this. Even my kids Vietnamese might be better than yours. And they're only half Vietnamese, right? And growing up fully American. So, you encourage me to be a better Vietnamese person. How? I'm just saying. You inspire me in so many ways that you might not even know. And on that idea of representation, I I struggled mightily while growing up because in 1975, we're here in America, so mid70s, early 80s, there weren't a lot of Asian people. And I remember in junior high at John Steinbeck Middle School, there was one other Asian girl, I think her name was Susie, and when we had uh music and dance, they're like, "You need to partner up with somebody." And all the white kids were like, "You two should get together." I'm like, "I'm not even interested in Susie. It's just natural like and she wasn't Vietnamese obviously and throughout my life I was like I must think that I'm white or something because being Vietnamese meant I was a source of someone to be picked on to be bullied and I had a little bit of that. Thankfully my older brother who's four years older than me told me that the best thing that you can do for bully is to stand up. So I'm a small guy. I'm not a big person. I'm not strong. I'm not athletic. But he always told me, "Stand up to people and they'll leave you alone because they'll just move on to someone who was easier." And though I was scared out of my mind to get into fights and I would get into some of them, but after their first fight, they would just leave you alone and move on to someone else. And so for a long time, the selfnarrative, my own identity was, I wish I wasn't like this because all I wanted to do is be invisible my entire life. Just leave me alone. And my biggest concern in school was, I wonder who I'm going to eat lunch with today because I just would not like to eat alone. So, I've struggled with this. Fast forward, I get into art center and it's graduation. I have my own struggles there because I was thinking I don't want to be here anymore. I'm done with school. But I do go finish all the work and go to graduation. And I see something for the very first time, which is a lot of Asian Asian people, Korean, Chinese, um, Japanese, and even some Vietnamese who were not born here, they were proudly wearing the dress of their country. And I had never seen them before like this. Like they were really proud. Like I would be like I'm not wearing AI. That's not for me. That looks very feminine. I cannot wear that. And I saw them do this. And something changed inside of me. Um number one is like I had not seen Asian people at the height of excellence and to that level of pride. It made me really ashamed of myself for the self-hate that I had for being Vietnamese American. The reason why they were so proud of their heritage and their culture and their customs was because they grew up in their dominant culture where they were the man or the woman. And in order for them to go to art school, private art school, which is very expensive, they had to have a lot of money. So not only were they part of the dominant culture, they were the top 10% 1% of their society. So naturally, when they came to America, often times they had more money than the Americans. They were driving the fancier cars. they were living in the nicer places and me uh even though we weren't poor, my parents made sure we felt poor because I never saw any of that money. So I was just living by credit card and so there are a lot of things going on right for them that I was starting to have this multi-yearlong journey within myself to celebrate and to love myself 100%. And I started to think about that a little bit. So fast forward, I graduate, I'm working in my my company. We're located in Santa Monica and we're working in advertising which is the predominantly white industry, white man industry. Okay, nothing wrong with that. Just that's the culture and I'm making commercials and music videos and throughout that whole time um because it was mostly just conference calls. This is presume we would just get on a phone call and you win or die by the phone call. They don't see you. You show your work and you pitch and we live in the realm of ideas. And so identity and who I was never came into play. It just meant we had to be the best. And we're pitching on $100,000 job, $500,000 jobs, and we were winning. So again, I don't think about identity very much. It's not until 2014 I started making YouTube videos with my then partner Jose that people start DMing me something that I had not asked myself in a while which was the issue of representation. What does it mean to be represented? So I didn't realize this but being an Asian man Vietnamese American it gave permission to lots of people out there who wanted to pursue the arts and to see what excellence looks like. than the motion design industry and on YouTube. Now, YouTube is a great place because anybody with a camera and an internet connection can make content and we see a lot more diverse programming on YouTube unlike in traditional media. And so, that is when it starts to hit me that even though it wasn't important to me to represent other people, I didn't want to carry that burden, it was important for people to see people like them doing great. And so I keep thinking about this like I want to do everything in my power to break down those stereotypes to be a strong masculine fashionable person that understands money and can talk about different things and swim in a lot of different circles so that people can see it's safe to do that. And the funniest thing is there's a little side story and then I think I was supposed to talk for 25 minutes but I I would like to talk with you not to you. I'll just tell you one little story. I have two boys. They're not boys anymore. They're men. One is 21. The other one's 19. He's about to turn 22. And they're very different boys. One is really lover of the arts. He's going to art center. He's a incredible artist. He's like learning how to sew and make clothes and he's studying entertainment design. The other one much smarter, much more high achieving, is studying philosophy and loves art and design because he grew up in a household where both parents were designers full of art supplies and immersed in it. But he's denied that part of himself that he wants to do serious things. He went to school for gifted kids. Then he went to boarding school on the east coast and now he's studying philosophy at Colombia. And my wife and I both look at him like, I wonder what happened to him. He's lost the way. So in our family, it's like the opposite of most families. Most families want you to go to college, go to a good school, and have great grades. We're like, just do whatever you want. Who cares about school? In fact, we saved up money for them for college since they were little kids. And I've tried to bribe my children to quit school. Every semester, I asked him, "Do you still want to be here? Do you want to continue forward? because you can have all the money, no strings attached, do whatever you want in your life. No expectations. And people are like, "Oh, what kind of hippie family is this?" And my oldest boy, he's like, "No, I must go to IV League school. I must get high GPA. I'm going to study Latin. I'm going to study piano." He's doing everything that my parents would have wanted for me, but I couldn't fulfill. So maybe it's like it skips a generation or something like that. Not sure. Whatever. We'll take it. But there's these urges inside of this boy that are creative. And so he started to vlog, which for me is like, "No, you're following the old man's footsteps. I don't vlog, but he's making YouTube content." And so one day I'm going to visit him in New York because I have a layover. And I go to see him. We hang out. And of course, he's vlogging the entire experience because this is what he's doing now. He's using his studies and philosophy and writing to tell stories via his vlog. and he shoots and everything. I'm only there for eight or nine hours and I'm on the flight to another place. What happens afterwards is pretty funny because he's on TikTok and he's on Instagram as well. He posts and I don't know anything about it because I'm on to my next thing. And then I'm on a group chat with the entire family and the two boys are texting each other and my youngest dead face emoji. You guys know dead face emoji? It's like I didn't know what it was because I'm an old guy. It's like funny like killing me. He goes, "Uh, your video with dad is now your most viral video." And then there's an exchange back and forth like, "Oh my god, what's going on?" I don't think anything of it. So, a couple days later, I actually look at the video and I read the comments and they're pretty funny. And what was happening is like, "That is not your dad. Stop." Or like, "Who this? And are there applications for mother-in-law?" and that cannot be your dad. And the funniest one is something like #zatty, which I didn't even know what that meant. I had to look it up on the Urban Dictionary. I still don't know what it means, but I feel like what you know, if you know, you know. And I thought it was pretty funny. And I I I now say to my boys, you just use me as a thirst trap for your feed. And I like that. But what's really weird is most of the comments that are more aggressive, should I say, come from a very different demographic. >> It comes from black women. I didn't know this, but I guess I have pulled within the African-American community. And to me, that's a reversal of stereotypes because that's a different thing. Like, black men are seen as very masculine, as very powerful and desirable. And for me to score points with black women, I'm happily married, but this is kind of cool. And I just share with that with you because it's like um all my life. I don't want to embarrass my children. And it's great to be able to meet your heroes. It's even better to become one to your own children. And I'll stop there and maybe we can talk a little bit more. Twing. Is that okay? Okay. All right. Thank you. All right. [applause] So, I'm I'm I love Q&A. I love fireside chat. The happiest that I'm ever is with a large piece of paper and some markers. And that was just like how it was when I was 5 years old. So, they continue on into my 50s. I would love to have a conversation with you about content, about identity, about branding, or anything that you think we can talk about to make sure this experience is unique to us and not some pre-recorded thing. I'm just curious about confession of a recovering >> graphic designer. How do you see yourself? >> Oh, okay. Okay. So, you you read the program. It must be. >> I don't know. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Oh. Oh, [laughter] you're you're How'd you read my mind? Oh, it's right there behind me. Okay. It I I give a couple of different talks. One is called Unblan Yourself. The other one is Confessions of Recovering Graphic Designer. It's uh my life story and all the twists and turns and the things that go unplanned. Um it's like the the slide should have said like a series of unfortunate events led me to exactly here. And so I'm a recovering graphic designer because my identity for a very long time was graphic design. But I realized being a graphic designer meant you must design graphics, right? Like a fashion designer designs fashion. Interior designer designs interiors. an experienced designer designs experiences and I felt after I outgrew that title although it served me really well it's time for me to move on so I still have graphic design tendencies but I've evolved beyond that so I help people with relationships I help people with their business with negotiations with public speaking uh with their own personal brand so that's that's why it's called confessions of recovering graphic designer you're very astute okay is anybody else have another thing they would like to talk about? Any any questions? >> How can you switch from like craft to like like from creative to be like entrepreneur like and and go to like to be like CEO cuz like I actually follow you a little bit. Uh but like I saw that you do like a a lot like incredible content and to be honest I kind of surprised because like you are different from my like expectation that you are like kind of cute [laughter] about like and I like >> I'm not going to say like like Zaddy but yeah and then I want to hear sorry and cuz like I'm a Vietnamese I'm born and raised in Vietnam. So I came here five years ago like in pandemic time. So we are young generation in here and then we want to listen to all of like the literacy here and got inspired. And by the way I love this because like this is like the Vietnamese podcast first time that I hear from like when I was in Vietnam and here so I feel more homesick. K. Thank you. I think [laughter] it was like um half compliment like you're kind of but not really and my expectations were you weren't gonna be. So, right. She's like negging me the whole time. No, you guys know what I'm talking about. It's like a way of dating where you give a compliment but it's actually an insult. So, the other person then tries to win your favor. You guys, young people, you guys know what I'm talking about, right? Okay. the identity, the identity between creative and business and how I'm able to ride those two lines. Um, I've worked with a business coach for 13 years. I met with him. His name is Kier McLaren. He's passed away. Um, he's a big like Irish American man, like very big, rides a motorcycle. And I would meet with him every single week for 13 years for about an hour and a half to two hours. And so I learned a lot about business and my thinking and philosophy from him. But he said something to me because he consulted and coached many people in our industry. Some of them are world famous title designers and have like worked on big blockbuster films. Some of them are working with worldclass musicians, people who play on rock bands you've heard of. So I'm just one of many people he consults. And he says something to me which is kind of reminds me of what you're saying to me which is kind of a half insult half compliment which was this. He goes, "Chris, of all my clients, you're not the most creative. Clearly they're more creative people." And I know because I know his clients. I admire them. They're my heroes. And he said that and the and you're not the best business person either because clearly they're much better than you. They're doing gazillion dollars. And like is this going somewhere, coach? I'm thinking. and he goes, "But no one is as good at doing creative and running a business as you." So the creative person is the pursuit and the purity of artistic expression and they're running their business into the ground. And then the people who are really good business operators are making a lot of money, but for him, they have no creative soul. They know how to hire and fire and leverage and negotiate things and arbitrage. And so he's like, "You're the best hybrid." And there's a good reason why I'm a hybrid. My father and my entire father's family. There are seven. No, there's more than that. There's like nine siblings. They're all engineers. Silicon Valley. They're all doing really well. They own multiple homes living in San Jose. My mom's side, they're all artistic. They're singers, poets, artists, writers. My mom is one, too. They're dreamers. And they're the most loving, beautiful people. And they love life. And many of them are financially just like not doing well. So you can see now I'm the exact child between my mom and my dad. And maybe it's coincidental, but I'm also the middle child. So my older brother is a Silicon Valley engineer. He's exited on multiple companies. He's a he's a founder. My younger brother is a recolution never went to college artist, freelancer who who does um visual effects for TV shows. So I'm in the middle. No, there's a line I like to use from Wesley Snipes Blade. Do you know Blade, the character? He's a vampire, but he was half vampire and half human. So, he's like they call him Daywalker. It's a great name. He's a day walker because he has all the strengths of a vampire and none other weaknesses. He can walk in the sunlight. So, I like to tell people I'm a day walker. I have all strengths and artistic imagination of a designer, creative thinker and the business acumen of a business person and none of the weaknesses between the two. So that's the first part. Now let's get into the part why you don't think I'm attractive. No, I'm just kidding. Okay. [laughter] Uh did I answer your question? Is that okay? >> Okay. So somebody else have one more question. Something deep maybe something profound. Come up here. My question to you that not just with you know the community itself but run through family. So we have know the generation gap between you and your parents there's already a gap. Now you and your kids there's another gap. So how can you bridge those gap? Cuz that's is a conflict among a lot of the Vietnamese family. That's why there's a lot of you know fight back and forth and disconnection. So what would be your you know advice or how can you bridge that gap between you and your your sons or you and your your parents? >> You sure? >> Okay. Thank you very much. All right. Let's take the first one. My relationship with my parents. Uh I'm very fortunate that I grew up in America in a time when both parents worked all the time and we're like latch key kids. basically they go to work, you have a key, you go home and you don't leave the house kind of thing. And for a long time, I felt really bad because I was thinking we should do more stuff together as a family to this experience that I see in my my friends, my Chinese friends, my American friends, they have a different relationship parents, but my parents were just busting their butt just trying to make sure we can pay the mortgage. And what I realized later on, many years later on, was that it gave me a lot of freedom to learn about who I was going to be in this world versus following a blueprint that they wanted to lay out for me. It's also mirrored with not just because they work, but my dad and mom have a very lousy affair with managing and raising us. And instead of telling me what to do, my dad would just ask me lots of questions. When I got into trouble, it wasn't a long lecture. It was just a lot of questions again getting me to think and it allowed me to kind of space to not fill in what he wanted me to become to fit in a mold. And when I decided to go to art school, I didn't know this at the time. My dad was really against it. And I didn't know this because he never told me. And the reason why he never told me was because my mom, she's like that tall and she never talks back to my dad. traditional family. She stood up and said, "You're not allowed to tell him your thoughts." And I think, you know, I thank my dad a lot for shaping who I am. I didn't know this part of the story. And so now my mom has become my hero. I'd like to think I'm strong enough to to pursue a career in art and design. Even if they didn't approve, I never have to know because I never heard. She shielded me from that and said, "You're just not allowed to say anything." So today after the success u of course both parents are very proud and it's really strange for me to say this but of all my cousins who went a very traditional path who did what their parents told them to do to stay tight to the family unit. Number one they never moved more than 15 miles away from home. They're all still in San Jose. Okay. And number two they they're pharmacists. They're they're dentists. They're doctors. They're nurse. They're engineers. They're lawyers. Very respectable things accountants do. They're poorer than I am. And now I'm seen as the one who breaks the mold and is successful. So my message to you is one point in your life in your adulthood, I hope that you find the courage to do what you want to do and the people who really care about you, who really love you will be patient enough to allow you to do that. And even if they didn't, I have to say I don't care. I love my parents dearly. They live close to us now. So, we moved to Los Angeles and then eventually they moved to Los Angeles because when we had kids, their grandparents want to be around the kids and so they sold their house and so now they live close to us versus us living close to them. And so I I look at all my cousins who spent all this quality time with their parents, they're still to this day, they're in their 40s concerned about what their parents are doing. They [clears throat] just they never got away from the parent sibling relationship about being a beautiful child. And I know a lot of you have those traditional values which I think are good but every positive thing has a negative thing. We have to be aware the negative thing is they never fully realize their own identity and their own potential. And I think that's just a shame. So now my relationship with my own kids is very different. I feel like and and I hope like maybe this isn't uh isn't triggering for anybody is what happens is we inherit the problems that our parents gave us because they couldn't solve it, right? Like you notice often times parents want you to do the thing that they could do in life. So if they didn't go to college, guess what? You're going to college. If they were blue collar, they want you to be white collar. If they married this kind of person, they want you to marry another kind of person because they're not happy. And so I was listening to his yogi and he said something like children are born perfect. It's parents who messed them up because we're trying to correct the sins of our own past in our own children. We do not have the courage to act. What we want to do is have them act for us. You know how like how many moms don't know how to play an instrument but their children must play the violin and the piano. Like you never even played. You didn't go to an Ivy League school. You don't have a doctorate. Why is that important for me? It's because we're trying to fix our lives through them. And so if I believe that, and I do, my children are born perfect. I'm trying to do as little as possible to harm them. That's the goal of being a parent. And so both my children do whatever they want. And we just have we have strict guidelines on edges, but not a lot in the middle. Like there's no physical violence between the two of you. If you want to hurt other people, that's a different story, but you all cannot hurt each other. And number two, respect is a big thing. Respect your parents. Respect other people. Try not to hurt people. And the rest of it, you do whatever you want. My cousin, who is an American Vietnamese, went to Vietnam to raise his family. And his he's got a little boy. He's he's here and he sees my son doing really well. He asked me this question. He goes, "How do you get your boys to do the homework?" I wasn't expecting that question from him. And I said, "I don't know." Never care that they've done their homework. And then I remembered I've never even looked at the report card. And I know some of you are shocked. Like, what kind of Asian dad are you? I'm dad. I don't care. But you know what? They've always done well in school. How do I know? Cuz my wife tells me cuz she cares. But I'm like, "Honey, just leave them alone. Let them do whatever they want. They've always done their homework and they've excelled. They got themselves into school. They got scholarships and they're moving forward in life." And so my relationship with my boys is very different than a traditional parent because I'm doing the things that they're doing and I'm purposely learning Gen Z slang so I can embarrass them all the time. That's my connection. And one of the most beautiful things about living a creative life, the one that I've had and being a business owner is sometimes we pulled them out of school just to travel. So my was homeschooled for two years and he did like an online homeschooling. So I had none of the work and all the benefit. So he literally went to work with me every single day. Little man would bring his backpack, his computer, and he would show up. He's only that small, and you know, the guys were that big. He come in the office and, "Hey boys, how's it going?" I said, "You can't call them boys. They're they're my employees, and you're just my son. Don't abuse the power, right?" And we got to travel to Germany. We got to travel to the Philippines. We we stayed on a private island, got to fly in a helicopter, swim with whale sharks, and he got to do an opening keynote for me. And this is an experience I'll cherish for the rest of my life. So the seeds that we planted with our children while we were young, allowing them to be their full their fullest self, their higher self, that's how I stay connected to them. And listening to my parents is how I stay connected to my parents. Does that answer your question? >> Okay, I think I'm out of time, right? Perfect. [music] >> [music]
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